This was supposed to come into being three nights ago.
What that means is that:
a) I am not God. God created the world in 6 days.
b) I am not better than God - just in case you had some doubts there after reading a).
c) This posting might contain too many ideas in a very disorganised fashion.
Here goes...
Last week, the university sent me a rejection letter after I had applied for a course for a third time in 9 years. THREE in NINE. I was distraught. I wore my underwear the wrong way round that night - not deliberately, accidentally. Subconsciously.
And I had yet another meaningful stare with someone I wasn't intimately involved with.
The meaning was not aligned with my wishes either. I've shared so many meaningful stares in the last three months and, somehow, the honest, kinder stares have a shorter lifespan. The person looks away quicker when they actually like you and care about you because they didn't want to upset you.
Random, curious quote:
" ..(cities) are where integrated novelty is created every day out of radical complexity."
from a manifesto for smarter cities by IBM and Harvard. I am not too certain as to what would make cities smarter. Yet more procrastination: tell you tomorrow...
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change can only come from within. i'm sure there is a deeper meaning here. especially with regards to the upside down underwear.perhaps you need to gouge a little deeper and twist something inside out right sight wrong and then youll align yourself with the ever giving universe...and acceptance letters will flood your post box *sigh* that wasnt me talking. it was ever optimistic rudolf:| maybe bigger steps are needed. dont think just wits. as the Brain says,"there's a whole world out there!*maniacal laughter*"... orrrr maybe it was napolean.hmmm.
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